Endure
en·dure
/inˈdo͝or/
/enˈdo͝or/
verb
1. suffer (something painful or difficult) patiently.
2. remain in existence; last.
It’s been a few days since I last wrote, although it’s been my intention to. I have been working on some other things physically but mentally I’ve been “Enduring”. Enduring every mental scheme, plot and plan satan has sent my way to make me quit or give up. When I made the decision to Heal and Walk in my purpose I didn’t expect things to be Easy nor did I expect to find myself in a place of having to Press my Way through each day.
It’s as if one day I’m great and everything’s moving in a manner I understand, Then out of no where I’m hit with something that tries to overtake my mind and try to put me in a place of worry and doubt. Often times I feel so far away from God yet I know He’s right here with me. I’m trying to keep my Attention on Him as I go through everyday life yet Life is “LIFE’ ING”.
When I awoke this morning a thought drop in my mind like” Lord what am I Doing” and the next thought was “Enduring”. Immediately I looked up the definition. Right now I would say I’m going through a time of difficulty, actually I been going through it since February and it’s producing patience because God is working things out in His time and Not mine.
After looking up the definition my next thought was what does the word of God say about Enduring. Matthew 24:13 tells me if I Endure to the end I will be saved. Hallelujah that’s enough to make you Rejoice. Then I read 2 Timothy 4:5, But you, be sober in all things, endure hardship, do the work of an evangelist, fulfill your Ministry. Instantly I received my confirmation. My writing has definitely became one of my ways of ministry to others lately. I have definitely been “Evangelizing. It was in getting that confirmation that looked over the areas God is tugging on my heart and leading me: Back to Ministry, Evangelizing, sharing the Good News and Leading Others to the Lord. So Ladies as you can see our Healing brings forth a Process that we go through, because life doesn’t stop and just allow us to Heal we have to endure the other things that come out way to distract or stop us from walking in the Fullness of our Healing.