blame

blame /blām/

verb

assign responsibility for a fault or wrong.

When I was molested I didn’t understand the whys of what Happened. I was over taken by fear to the point it felt as no one could protect me. I was afraid if my Mom found out she would be mad at me thinking it was something I had done wrong. At 5 years old I began to blame myself. In my older years as a teenager I began to blame my Mom feeling as though she should have protected me. I remember thinking if she hadn’t allowed him to stay with us it would have never happened. I later realized no one was to blame outside of the one who did it to me. He made a decision to violate me. He allowed the enemy to use him so he has to give account for his action. We Blame the Enemy!! Could my Mom had did more maybe. I think it shows she trusted the person. So I’m sure she probably blame herself at some degree. What I am most thankful for is that she believed me. Her believing me made me feel as though she cared.

I have talked to a few ladies who their parents didn’t believe them, which causes a different level of hurt and raises a question. If the parent doesn’t believe their child, is that parent to blame? How is a child even as an adult to get past that pain. I truly believe that is a pain only God can heal. I could only imagine the damaged that does…… I want to pray for every Child/Adult who told the person who was suppose to protect them and they didn’t believe them….

“Father God I come before you right now in the Mighty Name of Jesus, lifting up your precious daughter unto you. Father I ask you to heal every broken part of her and to mend her broken heart. Father I asked you to remove the years of heart and disappointment. I ask you to give her the strength she needs to confront them in a loving manner and I ask you Father to hear the heart and cry of this broken woman and perfect that which concerns her Lord. Father she has carried years of self doubt and questions of why’s with her Lord, give her the closure she needs. I bind of the voice of the enemy out of her ear Lord. I come against the years of lies that the enemy has spoken unto her. Father uproot those lies right now in the name of Jesus. Remind this woman Father that she is Fearfully and Wonderfully Made as you’ve said in psalm 139:14, that she is more than a Conqueror and she can do all things through Christ Jesus who gives her strength. Remind her Lord of how much you Love her, that you are close to the broken hearted like you said in psalm 34:18. Renew her spirit Lord, give her beauty for her ashes Lord. Allow her to experience the fullness of your love and kindness Lord. Allow her to be loose from the damage that molestation did to her. Lord just as you did with the woman who had the spirit of infirmity and had been crooked over for 18 years. Loose this woman and allow her to be free Father in the name of Jesus. Do it for every woman that stands in need of this healing and I’ll be careful to give you all the Glory, Honor and Praise. For you are Worthy Lord and I thank you. For you are God Almighty, nothing is to hard for you Lord. You can do anything but fail. So I as you Lord to Heal, Deliver and Set Free in the mighty name of Jesus.”

If you are reading this prayer Go ahead and give God Thanks. Praise Him for a what He is about to do in your life!!!